i am a freak
i am a freak... well, at least in singapore... you know wat... i have always felt like an outsider... in my social circles at least... wic means, is my family, a family of freaks!? perhaps we are mutants!!! sorry, mutant X is on tv and felicia is raving on and on about it... its a RIP off!! i can never click with singaporeans... unless they are freaks like me... and that is one of the saddest things.... for the first time in my life i feel like i belong somewhere... everyone here is a freak... and to try to be 'normal' again... sorry madamoseille... a routine doesnt make a person normal... having haphazard days doesnt make one a freak either... ok let me give you two case senarios...
The following cases are based on true stories...
Case 1: Irawan as the Freakiest pervert in the whole entire universe
Irawan sees Singapore friend who seems lethargic. probably had a bad day.
Irawan: hello darling, how was your day?
girl stares blankly.
Singapore girl: i am not your darling.
Case 2: Irawan as the most charming man on the face of planet earth.
Irawan in same situation except it is a French girl by the name of Christelle Simeone.
Irawan- hello darling. how have you been?
French girl- hello darling... (goes up to kiss him in the cheeks)
Irawan- u ok?...
pause
he hugs her.
French girl-thanks, i need that... can you like hold me for a while...
they sat and carried on to enjoy each other's company...
i rest my case. and dont tell me its a east west thing.... and no, i have NOT slept with neither...
Padi's Semua Tak Sama is playing in my head...
dalam berlaku lama tertanya
sejuta bayangan dirimu
redup terasa
cahaya hati
mengingat apa yang telah kau berikan
waktu berjalan lambat mengiring
dalam titian takdir hidupku
cukup sudah aku tertahan
dalam persimpangan masa silamku
cuba untuk melawan
getir yg terus ku kecap
meresap ke dalam relung
sukmaku
cuba untuk singkirkan
aroma nafas tubuhmu
mengalir mengisi laju
darahku
semua tak sama
tak pernah sama
apa yang ku sentuh
apa yg ku pecut
hanya pelukmu
selembut belaimu
tak ada satupun yg mampu
menjadi seperti
apalah erti
hidupku ini
memapahku dalam ketiadaan
segalanya luruh
lemah tak bertubuh
hanya bersandar pada dirimu
tak bisa
sungguh tak bisa
mendamping dirimu
dengan dirinya..
The following cases are based on true stories...
Case 1: Irawan as the Freakiest pervert in the whole entire universe
Irawan sees Singapore friend who seems lethargic. probably had a bad day.
Irawan: hello darling, how was your day?
girl stares blankly.
Singapore girl: i am not your darling.
Case 2: Irawan as the most charming man on the face of planet earth.
Irawan in same situation except it is a French girl by the name of Christelle Simeone.
Irawan- hello darling. how have you been?
French girl- hello darling... (goes up to kiss him in the cheeks)
Irawan- u ok?...
pause
he hugs her.
French girl-thanks, i need that... can you like hold me for a while...
they sat and carried on to enjoy each other's company...
i rest my case. and dont tell me its a east west thing.... and no, i have NOT slept with neither...
Padi's Semua Tak Sama is playing in my head...
dalam berlaku lama tertanya
sejuta bayangan dirimu
redup terasa
cahaya hati
mengingat apa yang telah kau berikan
waktu berjalan lambat mengiring
dalam titian takdir hidupku
cukup sudah aku tertahan
dalam persimpangan masa silamku
cuba untuk melawan
getir yg terus ku kecap
meresap ke dalam relung
sukmaku
cuba untuk singkirkan
aroma nafas tubuhmu
mengalir mengisi laju
darahku
semua tak sama
tak pernah sama
apa yang ku sentuh
apa yg ku pecut
hanya pelukmu
selembut belaimu
tak ada satupun yg mampu
menjadi seperti
apalah erti
hidupku ini
memapahku dalam ketiadaan
segalanya luruh
lemah tak bertubuh
hanya bersandar pada dirimu
tak bisa
sungguh tak bisa
mendamping dirimu
dengan dirinya..
Finger Acrobatics Performed
On Thursday, January 13, 2005 at 12:21 am.
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