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Average Looking Mat

Mat: an affectionate term for a Malay male; not the thing that you step on at the front door.
 

skinned alive

the pang of loneliness always dawns on a least suspecting soul. unaware of it lurking around the corner, it pounces on your soul. first its a quite nibble, then it chews, but it stops short before feasting on it. instead, it takes a spear, a jagged one, and stabs you and the blade is turned. yet you dont die, because it does not hit your vital organ. but the pain becomes unbearable and that is when it strikes you, the pang of loneliness is engulfing your soul.

maybe it isnt a stab. maybe it is more of a - being skinned alive. you do not die but you live with the fear of death and the fire of pain. there is no place on your body that you could actually pinpoint the source of pain. it is just engulfing, too engulfing perhaps.

PS-i dont think i can utter enough 'i love you's to actually say how much i do.
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At 10:21 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ahhh... I see you are blogging again. hahaha Or maybe I never knew you started again after stopping the other one. Anyways... Good to see that you are fine. :*)    



At 12:47 pm, Blogger Avloomat said...

i am fine of coz... i am fine....    



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